Same here in bronze. I'm bad at the game but I know it can be fun if I'm matched with other bronze players. It nearly never happens. I always get matched with silvers, even silver 2 and 3. I have never been silver, maximum was a short peak in Bronze 3, I am last of my team 90% of the time, get insulted for being bronze, get insulted for "throwing" when I'm just trying my best. I can't get out of bronze because once I'm about to reach bronze 1/iron 3 they add a smurf Reyna in my game who carries me until I'm again in bronze 2 with silvers / former golds in enemy team.
It's a rant because I know for sure they dont give a fuck. They have a prerecorded answer when you confront them, they say "your MMR is the same" while they can clearly see the enemy is 30/8/0 and you are 2/12/0